才剛剪了個頭髮 很輕很輕
最近喜歡哼的一首歌 很輕很輕
車子才打了風 洗了澡 很輕很輕
房間打掃了衣服洗乾淨了
心情 很輕很輕 我喜歡 (;
下雨了
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
memorial day
這是最後一次了 我答應媽媽 最後一次了...
因為這件事 無法focus 無法專心工作已經好久
我承認我很固執 我承認我不想接受 我相信你還在
it's not how long u live, but how well u live. bryan did it.
thanks auntie amy for being so strong and tough with us.
從來沒有試過哭可以哭到像下雨醬 淚是一滴一滴地滴在我的胸膛
其實我知道的 我真的知道你要交給我的使命是甚麼 我知道的
謝謝一豪爸爸媽媽auntie uncle們 謝謝你們記得我
下個weekend 答應了陪一豪爸媽談天 看看一豪房間 (;
我可以偷偷進你房間了～
你聽到我講話吧？ 就當你聽到啦(; 晚安
ps: hehehe我今晚跟auntie偷了很多你的照片 >;D
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
the old songs, bryan.
thanks xuan, thanks bryan..u did so well, indeed.
有位朋友 email這東西給我 你留下的唯一一首歌
第一次 我一個人在starbucks聽著
這把聲音 收在心中
因為 我知道 你一直都在.
最近常把死亡掛嘴邊
‘如果有一天你走先的話，你相機我跟你媽媽買下 ’ 陳鑽欣講的
so, 我相機是有人booked了的啦 free.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
de way u re
the more u believe in science, sometimes the more you feel how the world's been amazingly created
i can stil feel u, around me invincibly, comforting me like the way u used to be.
i just met up with your cousin, for de first time at old town coffee shop.
we talked and laughed, chit-chatting about your very personal thing tat others don't usually know
we shared like we've been knowing each other for so long. no depth.
u r like kind of connecting bridge among us. thanks bro. thanks for always taking gd care of me,
like a brother.
she talked about how much u love new york city:
''there's 1 day when i was chatting with him in de webcam, he didn't really concentrate meanwhile
kept pointing his eyes to another direction, so i asked ''what're you actually looking at huh?''
'' the beautiful scene in new york city...'' u really loved tat place, my dear.
u know, i knew u since i was 3, you're just like an old friend of mine
and this fact will not change until de end of my life.
let's grow old together, in my heart. u this kind little man.
u changed me. and again i promise i will do whatever best to de world and ppl around,
just like you, my dear and beloved friend. thanks for sharing those 17 golden years with me in my life.
a message that touches me in your fb wall:
Bryan dear, yee jeong, me and everyone are pleased to know you look so peaceful...to know that so many people at the plattsburgh U showed their love for you (many even cried their hearts out , many went near your mom telling her what they shared with you when you were around, even a lady cleaner cried and cried over yo...ur death...cos she said you greet her every morning , once gave her cookies etc.) Bryan, as your family members we know you were so kind-hearted and nice...hence, we really believe you were an ANGEL from above, coming to give love and care to your family members and all your friends...just that your time on earth was due....so you have to be back where you came from...Thank you and we are very proud of you...Rest in peace our dear dear Bryan...
i can stil feel u, around me invincibly, comforting me like the way u used to be.
i just met up with your cousin, for de first time at old town coffee shop.
we talked and laughed, chit-chatting about your very personal thing tat others don't usually know
we shared like we've been knowing each other for so long. no depth.
u r like kind of connecting bridge among us. thanks bro. thanks for always taking gd care of me,
like a brother.
she talked about how much u love new york city:
''there's 1 day when i was chatting with him in de webcam, he didn't really concentrate meanwhile
kept pointing his eyes to another direction, so i asked ''what're you actually looking at huh?''
'' the beautiful scene in new york city...'' u really loved tat place, my dear.
u know, i knew u since i was 3, you're just like an old friend of mine
and this fact will not change until de end of my life.
let's grow old together, in my heart. u this kind little man.
u changed me. and again i promise i will do whatever best to de world and ppl around,
just like you, my dear and beloved friend. thanks for sharing those 17 golden years with me in my life.
a message that touches me in your fb wall:
Bryan dear, yee jeong, me and everyone are pleased to know you look so peaceful...to know that so many people at the plattsburgh U showed their love for you (many even cried their hearts out , many went near your mom telling her what they shared with you when you were around, even a lady cleaner cried and cried over yo...ur death...cos she said you greet her every morning , once gave her cookies etc.) Bryan, as your family members we know you were so kind-hearted and nice...hence, we really believe you were an ANGEL from above, coming to give love and care to your family members and all your friends...just that your time on earth was due....so you have to be back where you came from...Thank you and we are very proud of you...Rest in peace our dear dear Bryan...
message from your parents:
Dear All...
Wednesday, 6 Oct 2010's morning at 7.45 was with a light drizzle as we journeyed our way to the crematorium at Ellenburg, 30 minutes north of Plattsburgh. The drizzle became a bit heavier as Bryan would had it, as we neared the place, a quaint quiet setting dotted by rows and r...ows of trees on the side of the long, slender road. The leaves on the trees have turned to a range of beautiful yellow, orange, reddish hue amidst much green still, being Fall. Bryan had always loved the rain and Fall; we would not had wanted anything different for him. It wasn't exactly chilly; rather, cooling, and we were warmed physically by the radiator in the car.
Lama Tashi Topgyal has very pleasant facial features and we felt instantly at ease with him right over breakfast at the hotel. Lama Tashi (as he would have us called him) lent spiritual support and we felt comforted and assurred with his presence. As he did the chanting, innerly, good thoughts were churned o...ut for Bryan and there was great peace within us. Blessings to all who have, in one way or another, been in connection with his passing-on.Later, Lama Tashi was to tell us that it was Bryan's karma with him that had him chanting for Bryan today.
Prayers having been chanted over approximately 30 minutes, the casket, a wholly wooden cardboard box which rested Bryan, was rolled into the automated steel opening for cremation. We returned our child... who had graced our lives for a good twenty golden years to the Divine Mother, knowing fully well this was a great blessing for us in this lifetime.
It is amazing to hear how he had touched so many people's lives, both young and old, here at the Uni in just 5 weeks since he had been here. May he continue to accomplish what the Divine Mother, Kuan Shih Yin P'usa, has arranged for him to, and, indeed, may he do his bit for America, the land he loved to be in. We are glad he is home.
OM MANI PADME HUM
Mike & Amy Chiel
深蓝色大海是你意愿的归属 那是你妈妈说的 其实我早就知道
你就是这么样的一个人 不带走一片云彩
有一天 我会遇见你 一起融入这潇洒不羁的大海 或空气 或尘埃
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
無眠
很坦白的说 那几天我真的过得很痛苦
那种怎么做都想哭的感觉 那种痛心的感觉 是我前所未有的疼
那种无法怨天尤人的矛盾 那种叫人无法掌控的无力
不是每个旁观者随便几句说话就能令人痊愈的
我到处走 回到那满是回忆与满满关怀的母校 回家
我一直强忍着永远无法再见到你的痛 因为姐姐说你会感觉到
那都是那几天的事了...
我想说 我没事了 请大家不要担心 我的家人朋友们
听起来很老土 可是 感谢上帝让我拥有你们 我才有活下去的理由
因为这事情 好朋友有事情烦心许久都不敢告诉我直到前两天
忧心的事情太多 只是就算拼了老命也要撑着你
青风无眠陪着你度过这一切 也陪着我挨过这一切
大家 bryan妈咪见过他了 身体好好的 只是累了很安详 没事了 (,;
下一篇 不会再是伤心事 加油 peace.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
表姐
今天的这一篇 要打 是因为我觉得这件事我有必要一辈子记住
回程 你表姐打了电话给我 笑谈中提起
我是07年中华毕业生 3年来今天却是第一天回母校
时间 是流逝得那么地快 这里却没有什么在改变的
老师们学弟妹们还是那么天真 变形湖还是变形湖 高二理一还是一样
别说愁云惨雾 尽管多么伤感 大家还是尽量笑着缅怀你
至少过了5天的今天 还是努力试着调适心情
方成校长 答应了你在光前堂的追思会 感谢校长 老师们
谢谢你们给我那样的拥抱 那样地温暖 珍贵
感谢中华 这仍是我最钟爱的母校 这里的人 一切 我们的母校
回程 你表姐打了电话给我 笑谈中提起
说你以前常在你家人面前提起我 她老早就听说过我的名字了
落泪 是因为 原来我在你心中有那么一席之位
谢一豪 我真的很感动 很感谢有你
你的追思会 我会尽力 还有你的家人 i promise.
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